The natural man can not receive the word of God.
Reading the Bible is not going to help you understand God's word; nothing will before you receive Jesus Christ as your Savior.
Jesus said in the book of John
STAY PUT AND LISTEN FOR INSTRUCTIONS:
The word of God is very clear in this passage.
For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
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God will guide you every step of the way; once you put your life in
Jesus hands there are no decision to make but only instructions to obey.